I want the same. I want someone who looks beyond this broken shell to see me. I want someone to smile for

Dang how long will she be gone for

@Zerp However long an eternity feels like

Gone?

Oh no

🫵well

Hey King

Are you alright champ?

merry christmas eve jailbirds

Merry Christmas Eve!

Delna

I’ve missed you:) anytime I see flare I think of you

Aww thank you!

How are you going? How is life?

Hey:) everything has been okay, momma alive, me too lol

I hope you’re doing good

I'm doing well! Super busy but always have time for vtubers!

That's good to hear about momma depravity!

You're a jailbird now? Heh

I just felt like a burden over there a long time. I’ll always be a gator, and KFP(thanks to gifts, and what not I couldn’t renew my membership for ame yet:3) and ame is away, idk specifics though

That's okay, nerissa is great to watch!

I've noticed you've taken quite a liking to her!

I didn’t even play to like any of advent xD idk what is was about her

Plan*

Is it the smiths?

Is it because of the smiths?

Music

Yeah:3 you know me

Hahaha I knew it!

Until lately with the faqing Rizzler xD

It’s like a curse lol

Ahhh I agree but as long I get to hear them laugh over it I turn my head hahah

Lol just drown it out

I was hoping this chat would be like ours but it’s not so I’m usually alone:3

Yeah that's understandable! That chat always welcomes you, you know that

I know and you know I appreciate you guys, erik, and Justin are always so sweet

And Marc:3

The people I see wandering about

Yeee and Cordis and gizmo and multi!

Oh I do see gizmo everywhere xD

Cordis and multi stay in the freechat which I respect

Yeee, I know Gado always sits in it too

It was nice seeing ame today, I was starting to dread this last morning over it, could feel her absence heavy

Just saying, nerissa will always appreciate you even if you do stay in another free chat, I'm sure she wouldn't mind heh

Of course not lol at least I hope not:3 like the cords punks, who I was just a burden, I felt like I bothered more than I helped. I always liked bickering with you xD

Sht she will be taking some vacation soon I’ll probably float on over:3

Hahaha yeah those were the days

I hope this year ame can regain her stride, her creativity is missing from the melting pot

This next year*

I think next year should be a year of ame taking care of herself ; a healthy ame will be the best for the girls and the teamates!

Yeah she’s needed to deal with medical things for a long time

She sacrificed a lot for us, the girls, and stuff

Mhm! And any break she decides to take she will be welcome back anytime!

With open arms

When she would die in amongus today everyone “noooooo” Faqing kiara xD

I’m thankful she set this up

Hahaha I only saw the first round of amogus because I've had Christmas plans this evening

So I have VODs to watch

People targeted her out of fear:3

I did see nerissa say Luv u ame though ahaha

Their little interactions they have had I’ve appreciated, during the sports fest too. Musically I think they could do some wicked stuff together

Ooo I'd love To see more music stuff from them

Especially ame

Oh yeah fauna will be posting outer wilds video from today onward I think, I know the gators will appreciate that. She was wise to do that off stream

I would love some more music from ame, she has great taste, she’s a punk:)

And Rissa is as eclectic with music as I am

Ame should do something to hit lower octaves imo

Like her song say so with Nabi was so good

Yeah say so is really good, I love chiku taku for what it means to us, but I agree

Is nerissa's ability for music the reason you're so invested?

Behind all the h*rny there’s a sad soul I resonate with

Ahh interesting, because I've seen some Twitter interactions and I just think it's very uncharacteristic of you of how you care for all girls in holo and niji

I still spread myself paper thin in the attempt to support everyone with my viewership. Rissa got me drawing and memeing. With ame all those roles were filled before I found her I think

I never felt good enough to contribute

Ahhh interesting, I think if you care enough any talent would love to see your hard work!

Someday

regardless of who might be making art/memes already!

I pour my everything into whatever I do. Once I can get past myself I’ll start making for everything:) I’m still nervous to

Ames birthday is soon, I am working on something for her. The redefind game was really good inspiration

Yeah, maybe you should reach out to Cordis about it! I know he is a hard working artist for ame who might understand what you are going through right now

oh yeah that was good! I loved watching her do the challenges

I feel like him now lol it’s fully, I get his desire to be noticed xD

Funny*

It's a very interesting addiction artist obtain hahah

Once I can move from my phone screen to my drawing pad I think I’d do so much better, but I like my phone:3 when I make canvas 2000x2000 things break on the phone :p

But its always best to focus on yourself with it! And seek advice! If you find yourself in a spot of bother with someone just find comfort with something that can take your mind off it!

hahaha yeah that sounds about right!

I was lost a long time, didn’t think I could do anything, I’m starting to have some confidence again, little by little

Nerissa sees everything so self improvement in a jailbird on her TL, be it acknowledged or not, is probably something that would brighten her day!

thats good to know! a KoD that takes care of himself is a KoD we want in this world

I appreciate you bro

I will also say this here because I might not talk to you again in between now and the next time but Happy birthday for the upcoming week!

Thank you so much Delna

<3 from the bottom of my heart

You know I’m around if you every need someone to talk to as well

thats okay mate! I appreciate it, Its good to know you are still around because I felt like you had just found yourself in every live chat this year

Yeah lol

Trying not to be the hermit

I end up being here alone xD

You're not alone you have ame free chat!

I miss talking to post about bmth lol

he was in free chat today!

Good to know, im glad everyone is still there and I’m still welcome…I had hoped music people would gravitate here but that was naive I guess lol

hahaha a bit but we digress

I am going to go now King, take care and have a happy holidays, HNY and a Happy birthday! You're not alone and treat others the way you would like to be treated!

I hope you, and yours have a wonderful Christmas, and a happy new year as well. I’ll probably come over there on my birthday so I’m not just chillin in isolation on my birthday

absolutely!

Love you bro

Likewise!

Be safe

Anyone that likes eve there’s a like concert on their channel right now:3

New each eve right:3 a merry Christmas eve eve present xD

New eve song right now xD I’m brain dead lol

He seems really wholesome, he was just chatting about his year, and music, was really nice.

5 seconds:)