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| 1 |
05月29日
00:12:201685286740085901 |
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Moomshine74 |
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| 2 |
05月29日
01:10:021685290202596460 |
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광란요성[狂亂妖星] |
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| 3 |
05月29日
01:19:411685290781560329 |
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스모모 |
오우야 |
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| 4 |
05月29日
01:45:421685292342254771 |
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KingTriforcer |
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| 5 |
05月29日
03:23:521685298232704605 |
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John Doe |
really cute fanart |
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| 6 |
05月29日
06:27:231685309243390040 |
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Azure |
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| 7 |
05月29日
08:46:181685317578573173 |
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リンイージェン |
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| 8 |
05月29日
13:07:591685333279723801 |
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F3ARed genocide |
still confused by makeup lol |
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| 9 |
05月29日
13:08:081685333288537106 |
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Azure |
wait really? |
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| 10 |
05月29日
13:08:171685333297323290 |
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F3ARed genocide |
yea |
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| 11 |
05月29日
13:08:361685333316912943 |
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Azure |
i understood... a remarkable amount of it... and im not sure how i feel about that |
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| 12 |
05月29日
13:08:371685333317548464 |
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F3ARed genocide |
it's legit one of Humanities creations I can't wrap my mind around |
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| 13 |
05月29日
13:09:141685333354979187 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I can tell you the basics of making numerous of Humanities less, pretty, creations. but makeup, she used words I still don't know what they mean |
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| 14 |
05月29日
13:09:561685333396115925 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Azure just take it as you being more artistically inclined |
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| 15 |
05月29日
13:11:571685333517290245 |
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Azure |
i mean... im a jack of all trades... just not a jack of all trades, master of none anymore... |
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| 16 |
05月29日
13:12:231685333543648702 |
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Azure |
if i was given the chance to showcase my skills... yall wouldnt let me say im a master of none |
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| 17 |
05月29日
13:13:101685333590637371 |
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F3ARed genocide |
hey that's a good thing lol |
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| 18 |
05月29日
13:13:451685333625266417 |
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Azure |
tbh i really dont believe at all in myself |
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| 19 |
05月29日
13:14:001685333640068449 |
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Azure |
so saying im a master of none is right to me |
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| 20 |
05月29日
13:14:121685333652067211 |
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Azure |
but everyone else says otherwise... |
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| 21 |
05月29日
13:14:351685333675402653 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I mean hey, you've gotta have some confidence in yourself bro |
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| 22 |
05月29日
13:15:261685333726206695 |
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NekoInDaBox |
hey, being a jack of all trades is good |
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| 23 |
05月29日
13:15:401685333740789343 |
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F3ARed genocide |
see neko gets it |
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| 24 |
05月29日
13:16:001685333760295868 |
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Azure |
ive been through somethings ight? |
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| 25 |
05月29日
13:16:441685333804967736 |
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Azure |
like in high school, if i mentioned tech people didnt understand, i was reported for threatening the school |
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| 26 |
05月29日
13:17:001685333820549843 |
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NekoInDaBox |
what  |
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| 27 |
05月29日
13:17:131685333833300513 |
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F3ARed genocide |
yea you did mention that before |
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| 28 |
05月29日
13:17:171685333837416334 |
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Azure |
after a year of that... i kinda lost most of my confidence in my skills |
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| 29 |
05月29日
13:18:181685333898581039 |
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NekoInDaBox |
yeah, nothing kills confidence as well as your peers... |
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| 30 |
05月29日
13:18:251685333905501397 |
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NekoInDaBox |
or parents. |
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| 31 |
05月29日
13:18:301685333910070561 |
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F3ARed genocide |
look at it this way tho, their skills and knowledge were so low they saw yours as a literal threat. that's impressive |
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| 32 |
05月29日
13:18:451685333925729225 |
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Azure |
peers and an overwhelming pressure to quit or die/disappear |
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| 33 |
05月29日
13:19:011685333941650963 |
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NekoInDaBox |
don't quit! persevere! |
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| 34 |
05月29日
13:19:151685333955357207 |
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Azure |
F3ARed, thats kinda dangerous tho... im not really that smart... |
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| 35 |
05月29日
13:19:171685333957694153 |
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F3ARed genocide |
if nothing else, persevere out of pure spite |
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| 36 |
05月29日
13:19:421685333982591950 |
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HayateSlasher |
Azure, U need pats Bro? |
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| 37 |
05月29日
13:19:501685333990215805 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Azure you're smarter than you're willing to tell yourself |
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| 38 |
05月29日
13:20:041685334004433895 |
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Azure |
Neko, im fine now, just then and not long ago... i... hadnt really dealt with it so... had to and now im fine |
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| 39 |
05月29日
13:20:311685334031309578 |
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NekoInDaBox |
tbh being in a position where you question your smarts is already smart |
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| 40 |
05月29日
13:20:391685334039673971 |
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Azure |
mehhh... people just expect more outta me than what i can do... |
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| 41 |
05月29日
13:20:391685334039953365 |
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NekoInDaBox |
as long as you don't beat yourself over it |
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| 42 |
05月29日
13:20:451685334045807988 |
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NekoInDaBox |
then it gets pretty bad |
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| 43 |
05月29日
13:20:551685334055935913 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Neko is wise |
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| 44 |
05月29日
13:21:061685334066863670 |
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NekoInDaBox |
nah im dumb af  |
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| 45 |
05月29日
13:21:231685334083353450 |
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Azure |
i only played games all high school and did work in class... and somehow graduated with like a 3.8? i think |
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| 46 |
05月29日
13:21:261685334086370436 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Sometimes the dumbest still have the best wisdom Neko |
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| 47 |
05月29日
13:21:481685334108632942 |
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Azure |
Hay, no pats |
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| 48 |
05月29日
13:22:041685334124456694 |
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HayateSlasher |
Pats Anyway |
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| 49 |
05月29日
13:22:041685334124688554 |
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NekoInDaBox |
bro i almost got kicked out of highschool in 2nd grade because i was absent entire September |
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| 50 |
05月29日
13:22:121685334132033936 |
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NekoInDaBox |
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| 51 |
05月29日
13:22:391685334159767711 |
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Azure |
sounds tame considering... i got threatened with legal charges... |
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| 52 |
05月29日
13:22:501685334170516820 |
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NekoInDaBox |
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| 53 |
05月29日
13:23:391685334219754276 |
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HayateSlasher |
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| 54 |
05月29日
13:23:541685334234115615 |
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Azure |
its fine, i, whether intentionally or not, lost/severed all contact to anyone i knew from high school |
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| 55 |
05月29日
13:24:081685334248519575 |
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Azure |
or just didnt care to talk with tbh |
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| 56 |
05月29日
13:24:121685334252330616 |
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KingTriforcer |
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| 57 |
05月29日
13:24:401685334280017234 |
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F3ARed genocide |
now thats a feeling I'm familiar with. i only still keep in contact from one person from high-school |
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| 58 |
05月29日
13:24:471685334287822884 |
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HayateSlasher |
More pats for u regardless whether u want it or not |
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| 59 |
05月29日
13:24:581685334298568358 |
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Azure |
NO PATS |
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| 60 |
05月29日
13:25:061685334306388551 |
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NekoInDaBox |
yes pats |
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| 61 |
05月29日
13:25:071685334307235513 |
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F3ARed genocide |
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| 62 |
05月29日
13:25:451685334345950716 |
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Azure |
haha... is it bad to be so used to having to make new friends... you cut ties with old ones... almost outta routine |
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| 63 |
05月29日
13:25:471685334347791578 |
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F3ARed genocide |
you shant stop the pats |
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| 64 |
05月29日
13:25:551685334355880962 |
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Azure |
No pats |
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| 65 |
05月29日
13:26:421685334402812496 |
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HayateSlasher |
eh. depends really |
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| 66 |
05月29日
13:26:491685334409610964 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I mean, I've always taken it as a sign they just weren't meant to be apart of my life for any longer |
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| 67 |
05月29日
13:26:591685334419195775 |
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HayateSlasher |
Ngl, im glad i cut Ties with my highschool friends bc they became crazy after Highschool |
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| 68 |
05月29日
13:27:171685334437485901 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I'll drink to that Hayate |
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| 69 |
05月29日
13:27:211685334441173089 |
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Azure |
mmm.... |
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| 70 |
05月29日
13:27:331685334453171226 |
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HayateSlasher |
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| 71 |
05月29日
13:27:481685334468615189 |
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Azure |
so... ive met... like no friends basically... |
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| 72 |
05月29日
13:27:591685334479632235 |
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NekoInDaBox |
my highschool peers were chill, i still hang out with some. The real toxic trash i had issue with was elementary school |
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| 73 |
05月29日
13:28:021685334482274810 |
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HayateSlasher |
what about us? |
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| 74 |
05月29日
13:28:081685334488290503 |
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F3ARed genocide |
The way I've come to see it, those that are meant to be there will be there long term. like the friend who lead me here. that jackals is stuck with me until I die now XD |
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| 75 |
05月29日
13:28:141685334494317927 |
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KingTriforcer |
honestly I probably should have cut ties with my highschool friends, but then I'd have no IRL friends. |
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| 76 |
05月29日
13:28:341685334514193547 |
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F3ARed genocide |
no Azure, you merely met short term friends |
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| 77 |
05月29日
13:28:351685334515547888 |
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HayateSlasher |
Brb, im about to throw hands with this fly |
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| 78 |
05月29日
13:28:491685334529402276 |
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F3ARed genocide |
which isn't bad, but they're like a passing ship |
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| 79 |
05月29日
13:28:561685334536877965 |
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KingTriforcer |
kill the fly |
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| 80 |
05月29日
13:29:071685334547306373 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Hayate hit him with the 9mm ratshot |
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| 81 |
05月29日
13:29:091685334549108380 |
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NekoInDaBox |
sacrifice the fly to chaos gods |
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| 82 |
05月29日
13:29:191685334559741458 |
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Azure |
...i see... |
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| 83 |
05月29日
13:29:511685334591751087 |
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NekoInDaBox |
are short term friends really friends |
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| 84 |
05月29日
13:29:591685334599839163 |
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NekoInDaBox |
they're more like passing acquaintances |
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| 85 |
05月29日
13:30:361685334636116574 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I mean. for the time they're there are they not friends |
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| 86 |
05月29日
13:30:531685334653635169 |
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F3ARed genocide |
are the good times any less valuable |
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| 87 |
05月29日
13:31:051685334665153930 |
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Azure |
good times....? |
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| 88 |
05月29日
13:31:131685334673152138 |
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Azure |
what are those...? |
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| 89 |
05月29日
13:31:541685334714607905 |
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NekoInDaBox |
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| 90 |
05月29日
13:32:231685334743304274 |
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HayateSlasher |
k, blowing up my house, this flys got hands and i aint winnin |
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| 91 |
05月29日
13:32:251685334745971676 |
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Azure |
i walked around a block of classrooms in my school for a year... |
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| 92 |
05月29日
13:32:401685334760068427 |
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NekoInDaBox |
@F3ARed genocide depends on the situation ig, like to me "friend" holds a bit more depth than being buddies with someone |
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| 93 |
05月29日
13:33:041685334784830580 |
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NekoInDaBox |
just because someone isn't sharing special bond with me doesn't mean i won't have fun with them, ofc i will |
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| 94 |
05月29日
13:33:451685334825627723 |
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F3ARed genocide |
See Neko, you are wise |
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| 95 |
05月29日
13:33:591685334839334270 |
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HayateSlasher |
we still talkin bout friends here? |
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| 96 |
05月29日
13:34:381685334878963657 |
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NekoInDaBox |
Azure that's basically how elementary school felt for me so it cuts deep |
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| 97 |
05月29日
13:34:511685334891979848 |
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Azure |
i get the feeling yall didnt have hate, discrimination, and threats for your entire high school experience.... |
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| 98 |
05月29日
13:35:151685334915873385 |
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HayateSlasher |
I had that in Elementary |
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| 99 |
05月29日
13:35:241685334924022984 |
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NekoInDaBox |
i had hate and bullying my entire elementary school experience, does that count? |
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| 100 |
05月29日
13:35:351685334935748389 |
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KingTriforcer |
what's your take on this. You get invited over to a friends place to place games and it turns into just one of the other friends playing games as others watch the entire time. |
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| 101 |
05月29日
13:35:481685334948413915 |
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Azure |
mmm.... i got hazed my last year of junior high... |
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| 102 |
05月29日
13:35:501685334950321422 |
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HayateSlasher |
Elementary/Middle school was horrible for me bc people targeted me for reasons unknown |
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| 103 |
05月29日
13:36:331685334993341399 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Jesus Azure they still do that where you live |
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| 104 |
05月29日
13:37:201685335040293452 |
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Azure |
was a one case occurance, student caused... school never had it before or after |
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| 105 |
05月29日
13:37:251685335045661853 |
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F3ARed genocide |
and to answer your question king. the one playing needs to pass the dang controller |
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| 106 |
05月29日
13:37:281685335048786076 |
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NekoInDaBox |
@KingTriforcer if he's entertaining at it idm, if he's being an ass about not letting others play then what's the point, i'd just leave |
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| 107 |
05月29日
13:37:461685335066476599 |
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Azure |
well between when i started going there that is |
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| 108 |
05月29日
13:38:101685335090949159 |
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KingTriforcer |
too bad the others want him to play |
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| 109 |
05月29日
13:38:241685335104685192 |
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HayateSlasher |
King, id be backseatin that dude |
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| 110 |
05月29日
13:38:321685335112824326 |
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HayateSlasher |
depends on the game tho |
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| 111 |
05月29日
13:38:571685335137277194 |
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NekoInDaBox |
if i'm not having fun then i'd just bail, any excuse is good |
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| 112 |
05月29日
13:40:221685335222492339 |
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Azure |
probably doesnt help....that people touching me... or even just physical interaction... |
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| 113 |
05月29日
13:40:321685335232260400 |
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Azure |
just dont.... |
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| 114 |
05月29日
13:40:421685335242023930 |
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KingTriforcer |
I got a good one same idea but they're playing smash bros and they won't switch out. Truth be told I don't like Smash Bros any more because of them. Years ago instead of picking be up to see a movie |
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| 115 |
05月29日
13:41:421685335302544710 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Damn, Azure you really went through it. But I'm glad you're still here you're a good dude |
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| 116 |
05月29日
13:41:431685335303910044 |
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HayateSlasher |
I actually had that happen in Highschool with Smash |
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| 117 |
05月29日
13:42:411685335361470004 |
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KingTriforcer |
I had to get there by myself. In the process of getting there I ended up in a bad accident getting tossed over my bike's front end into the curb. I still have the effects of that incident happening |
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| 118 |
05月29日
13:42:451685335365793726 |
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Azure |
its more of a recent thing... idk why tho... but we can talk face to face... just dont... yea |
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| 119 |
05月29日
13:42:461685335366373727 |
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NekoInDaBox |
damn we went really dark from talking about makeup |
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| 120 |
05月29日
13:42:561685335376182030 |
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HayateSlasher |
Kid wouldnt give up his turn, but it was kinda fair bc it was his switch.. Bein Experienced in Fighting games, i decided to let it play out like that and he would get salty over me winning |
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| 121 |
05月29日
13:43:091685335389242011 |
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HayateSlasher |
It was Glorious |
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| 122 |
05月29日
13:43:181685335398543469 |
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NekoInDaBox |
Hayate |
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| 123 |
05月29日
13:43:311685335411100409 |
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KingTriforcer |
now. it all could have been provented if they'd just picked me the F up instead of playing God Dam Smash Bros..... |
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| 124 |
05月29日
13:44:271685335467671549 |
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HayateSlasher |
Felt no remorse in beatin the kid |
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| 125 |
05月29日
13:44:521685335492346900 |
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NekoInDaBox |
sealclubbin' always fun |
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| 126 |
05月29日
13:45:351685335535808090 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Bare in mind I'm no therapist or anything. but if I had to hazard a guess it's probably a subconscious defense mechanism of some sort |
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| 127 |
05月29日
13:46:561685335616023681 |
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F3ARed genocide |
like your self doubt is causing you to subconsciously reject being to close with another human, in this case literally physically |
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| 128 |
05月29日
13:47:171685335637433119 |
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Azure |
most likely yea |
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| 129 |
05月29日
13:48:311685335711670535 |
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Azure |
prob didnt help to repress the desire to have a hug for years |
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| 130 |
05月29日
13:48:481685335728589565 |
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F3ARed genocide |
yea that very much wouldn't help |
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| 131 |
05月29日
13:50:031685335803127019 |
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Azure |
well, thinking about it aint gonna change whats already occurred... just gonna have to move on and forget it |
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| 132 |
05月29日
13:50:101685335810730955 |
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NekoInDaBox |
don't repress that! hugs are important  |
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| 133 |
05月29日
13:50:271685335827063134 |
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HayateSlasher |
So are pats Azure. Pats for u |
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| 134 |
05月29日
13:51:141685335874670404 |
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Azure |
tbh i know youre on the right track, coz i refuse and refused to get in a relationship since.... haha... i believe...im the worst... |
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Azure |
No pats or hugs |
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F3ARed genocide |
the first step is learning and coming to accept that you are deserving of being around other humans. It takes time. But you've got the brats to help see you through |
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KingTriforcer |
well it was nice chatting about bad friends. got some cheap ramen and anime to catch up on from last week. 's 4  and anyone else that needs/wants them I'm out. |
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13:53:031685335983410624 |
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HayateSlasher |
Cya next time King!! 7 |
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13:53:121685335992077365 |
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NekoInDaBox |
cya King! |
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13:53:131685335993102699 |
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F3ARed genocide |
take it easy king, see ya around |
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Azure |
cya King |
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05月29日
13:53:221685336002627591 |
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KingTriforcer |
night all |
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13:53:321685336012295668 |
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NekoInDaBox |
oh... there went my 1h post-stream nap |
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05月29日
13:53:431685336023978009 |
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Azure |
fr tho... im toxic... yall shouldnt be around me |
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F3ARed genocide |
lol I'm supposed to be asleep already |
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13:53:541685336034542940 |
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NekoInDaBox |
idk, are you? |
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05月29日
13:54:071685336047061477 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Azure you ain't getting rid of us that easy |
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13:54:101685336050741981 |
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Azure |
...well...no...but... |
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05月29日
13:54:181685336058501598 |
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HayateSlasher |
Dw Azure, I have Worse rn |
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05月29日
13:55:081685336108310145 |
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F3ARed genocide |
You've literally been welcoming a hell. you and every other brat. why the hell do you think I'm still here in this chat even lol |
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13:55:241685336124934886 |
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NekoInDaBox |
And you deserve good life |
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05月29日
13:55:321685336132402043 |
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F3ARed genocide |
exactly |
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13:55:381685336138189835 |
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NekoInDaBox |
so stop treating yourself otherwise |
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05月29日
13:55:441685336144006940 |
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F3ARed genocide |
you've gotta accept that you deserve happiness |
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05月29日
13:56:031685336163936547 |
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Azure |
...man yall really dont let me be... |
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05月29日
13:56:131685336173955434 |
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Azure |
nahhh... i reallly dont tbh |
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05月29日
13:56:221685336182531178 |
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HayateSlasher |
Bratz are here for each other Azure |
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13:56:501685336210787663 |
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F3ARed genocide |
brats together strong |
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13:57:001685336220062037 |
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NekoInDaBox |
unga |
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05月29日
13:57:221685336242424896 |
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Azure |
i really dont... deserve...anything especially not happiness... |
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05月29日
13:57:371685336257923142 |
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F3ARed genocide |
I mean I was going for planet of the apes but Unga works too |
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05月29日
13:58:231685336303917453 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Azure, you are far from the kind of person that doesn't deserve happiness |
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05月29日
13:59:491685336389005794 |
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Azure |
i dont think so... |
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13:59:591685336399302660 |
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Azure |
I.... i..... |
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05月29日
14:00:111685336411261385 |
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Azure |
i.... mm.... |
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| 166 |
05月29日
14:00:261685336426224462 |
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F3ARed genocide |
unless you someone like EDP445 you deserve happiness |
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05月29日
14:00:421685336442144931 |
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HayateSlasher |
Just Accept that u deserve Happiness Azure |
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14:00:461685336446882296 |
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HayateSlasher |
we all know u do |
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| 169 |
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14:00:461685336446885950 |
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F3ARed genocide |
and you aren't the so you deserve happiness |
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14:00:551685336455250847 |
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Azure |
.... |
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05月29日
14:02:121685336532608431 |
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F3ARed genocide |
you're basically a staple of the community, you wouldn't have gotten to be such if you were a bad person |
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14:02:131685336533201788 |
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Azure |
thats equivalant to saying barely living isnt living at all.... |
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05月29日
14:02:351685336555892103 |
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Azure |
nahhh.... yall just crazy.... |
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05月29日
14:02:521685336572260975 |
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Azure |
im nothing special really. |
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05月29日
14:02:521685336572968150 |
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HayateSlasher |
I mean, i do have a PHD in Dumbassery, so yeah |
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05月29日
14:03:121685336592148766 |
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NekoInDaBox |
do we have to be special to deserve happiness? |
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05月29日
14:03:291685336609004964 |
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F3ARed genocide |
You're one of us, therefore you're special at least to us |
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05月29日
14:03:511685336631328387 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Neko with the wisdom again |
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05月29日
14:04:541685336694008363 |
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Azure |
...well... you dont have to be special.... |
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05月29日
14:05:011685336701784294 |
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NekoInDaBox |
Also i don't know a lot, i haven't been here too long like literally i found Bae 5 days before joining membership but you seem like a good man mate |
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05月29日
14:05:361685336736754498 |
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Azure |
hhh.... if im real then.... |
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| 182 |
05月29日
14:06:111685336771799177 |
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Azure |
ill admit... a month or so back... i tried to leave... |
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| 183 |
05月29日
14:06:121685336772025092 |
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F3ARed genocide |
if you're real? |
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| 184 |
05月29日
14:06:211685336781159344 |
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NekoInDaBox |
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05月29日
14:06:351685336795397306 |
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F3ARed genocide |
grew tired of it or something happen |
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| 186 |
05月29日
14:07:101685336830130380 |
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Azure |
ghosted everyone.... stopped responding, even reading messages.... geniunely tried to leave... and it didnt work... |
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05月29日
14:07:321685336852846563 |
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NekoInDaBox |
well seems like you didn't really WANT to leave |
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| 188 |
05月29日
14:08:291685336909367962 |
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Azure |
well.... i thought the only way to... stop what was occuring at the time in prechat...was to disappear.. |
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| 189 |
05月29日
14:08:581685336938839921 |
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NekoInDaBox |
well i have no knowledge of that part |
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| 190 |
05月29日
14:09:041685336944305658 |
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Azure |
and that didnt work in the slightest... which is why theres a joke i have an aura of Sus |
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| 191 |
05月29日
14:09:161685336956451243 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Chat is chat, it will do a it does with or without any of us |
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| 192 |
05月29日
14:09:471685336987012023 |
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Azure |
basically... uhhhh the reason im Master of Thighs and rep of sus is coz for a month... |
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| 193 |
05月29日
14:10:241685337024685089 |
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Azure |
i led prechat with... "seiso" energy |
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| 194 |
05月29日
14:10:471685337047856522 |
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NekoInDaBox |
nothing wrong with that |
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| 195 |
05月29日
14:10:571685337057275190 |
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F3ARed genocide |
dude that's dope |
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| 196 |
05月29日
14:11:351685337095101748 |
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NekoInDaBox |
unhinged sus chat time is fun |
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| 197 |
05月29日
14:12:191685337139831474 |
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Azure |
so i tried to leave, acting all dramatic after someone complained... but still lurked in prechat... and ofc the sus continued |
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| 198 |
05月29日
14:12:371685337157935684 |
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Azure |
so... i gave up and returned |
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| 199 |
05月29日
14:13:081685337188117108 |
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F3ARed genocide |
just like ifunny and a certain account about a certain starwars character |
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| 200 |
05月29日
14:13:591685337239569714 |
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Azure |
the most recent time... i wasnt doing the greatest... and uh... |
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| 201 |
05月29日
14:15:011685337301068582 |
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Azure |
tried to off myself.... when i found out i couldnt even bring myself to even the action of doing it... |
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| 202 |
05月29日
14:15:201685337320240468 |
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Azure |
i stayed silent in chat.... |
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| 203 |
05月29日
14:16:251685337385783502 |
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NekoInDaBox |
don't mind the complains, if it was a bother you'd get a bonk from mod, majority enjoys your presence here and well, it's just plain impossible to please everyone |
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| 204 |
05月29日
14:16:361685337396080750 |
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Azure |
a day or so later... i was at the lowest ive ever been... but on a whim decided to listen to something... and a few hours later... said id be coming back... |
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| 205 |
05月29日
14:21:031685337663282670 |
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NekoInDaBox |
Azure you made the effort to stand back up, a lot of people just choose to stay when they hit their lowest |
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| 206 |
05月29日
14:21:231685337683264419 |
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Azure |
which is why i say i dont deserve anything... |
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| 207 |
05月29日
14:21:321685337692490187 |
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NekoInDaBox |
you do! |
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| 208 |
05月29日
14:22:291685337749868870 |
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Azure |
...yall say that... |
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| 209 |
05月29日
14:22:481685337768652111 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Strength isn't merely the measurement of how well you stand. But rather it can also be the measure of how well you stand back up. You have more than you know |
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05月29日
14:23:151685337795048018 |
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Azure |
but that requires being able to feel things without it being artifically shown... |
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| 211 |
05月29日
14:23:421685337822048825 |
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F3ARed genocide |
nah |
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| 212 |
05月29日
14:24:111685337851929516 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Some show their feelings, some fake them, some show nothing at all |
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| 213 |
05月29日
14:25:191685337919323612 |
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Azure |
i supressed... all feelings... |
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| 214 |
05月29日
14:25:311685337931549933 |
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NekoInDaBox |
nah |
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| 215 |
05月29日
14:25:451685337945225638 |
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NekoInDaBox |
i thought so too at some point |
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| 216 |
05月29日
14:25:561685337956828775 |
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F3ARed genocide |
Same here honestly |
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| 217 |
05月29日
14:26:141685337974829574 |
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F3ARed genocide |
we just gotta slowly unscrew the can |
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| 218 |
05月29日
14:27:211685338041060509 |
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Azure |
...i dont wanna... |
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| 219 |
05月29日
14:28:241685338104696883 |
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Azure |
is this because... i know that can would tell me to stop being down on myself...? |
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| 220 |
05月29日
14:28:271685338107922260 |
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Azure |
yea. |
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| 221 |
05月29日
14:29:101685338150126089 |
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NekoInDaBox |
yea stop being down on yourself |
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| 222 |
05月29日
14:29:171685338157460491 |
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NekoInDaBox |
that's a good advice as far as cans go alright |
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| 223 |
05月29日
14:29:321685338172002803 |
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Azure |
yeah... |
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| 224 |
05月29日
14:31:421685338302895565 |
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NekoInDaBox |
you sound like you need someone to hug you until you accept that you deserve it |
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| 225 |
05月29日
14:32:441685338364514472 |
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F3ARed genocide |
no need |
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| 226 |
05月29日
14:32:461685338366647475 |
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Azure |
no |
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| 227 |
05月29日
14:32:591685338379733413 |
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F3ARed genocide |
fat finger while trying to type |
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| 228 |
05月29日
14:33:351685338415222049 |
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Azure |
besides at that point they might break me lol |
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| 229 |
05月29日
14:34:001685338440045204 |
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Azure |
despite....it not sounding bad...tho |
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| 230 |
05月29日
14:35:231685338523202368 |
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F3ARed genocide |
honestly, one of these days we need to look though for interests. find something that gets you out around other like minded people. it helps |
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| 231 |
05月29日
14:37:521685338672210050 |
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Azure |
meh... i can talk with anyone |
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| 232 |
05月29日
14:43:071685338987437210 |
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F3ARed genocide |
True but being able to get in depth with other people who share the same interest helps you feel a sense of belonging I guess you could say. helps quiet the negative mind |
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| 233 |
05月29日
14:43:211685339001985755 |
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Azure |
yea |
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| 234 |
05月29日
14:43:421685339022323972 |
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Azure |
i just like removing it, its been years |
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| 235 |
05月29日
14:48:221685339302875460 |
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F3ARed genocide |
though years it may have been, never to late it is |
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| 236 |
05月29日
14:49:221685339362998628 |
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F3ARed genocide |
now I hate to say this but I really do need to get at least e hours or so |
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| 237 |
05月29日
14:49:281685339368913660 |
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F3ARed genocide |
of Sheri |
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| 238 |
05月29日
14:50:411685339441725794 |
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F3ARed genocide |
sheep before Work tomorrow so I must be off but Azure we shall continue this another day. We are here for you. rats together strong |
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05月29日
14:50:531685339453742657 |
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Azure |
ight thx bro |
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| 240 |
05月29日
14:50:591685339459656713 |
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Azure |
cya! |
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| 241 |
05月29日
15:04:371685340277681219 |
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NekoInDaBox |
post-stream coffee instead of post-stream nap |
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| 242 |
05月29日
15:10:281685340628357497 |
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Azure |
ayyy |
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| 243 |
05月29日
15:11:341685340694310779 |
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NekoInDaBox |
my brain will hate me for this in few hours |
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| 244 |
05月29日
15:15:241685340924114407 |
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Azure |
yup, sounds about right |
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| 245 |
05月29日
15:29:591685341799373699 |
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NekoInDaBox |
hope you're feeling better now mate |
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| 246 |
05月29日
15:30:021685341802487524 |
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NekoInDaBox |
at least tiny bit |
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| 247 |
05月29日
15:30:201685341820118140 |
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Azure |
doin better yea |
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| 248 |
05月29日
15:30:551685341855593499 |
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NekoInDaBox |
 good |
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| 249 |
05月29日
15:31:291685341889787131 |
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Azure |
ill do even better in a few weeks but gotta hold til then |
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| 250 |
05月29日
15:32:451685341965545059 |
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NekoInDaBox |
fingers crossed  |
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| 251 |
05月29日
15:36:291685342189757224 |
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Azure |
hehe, nah its for sure i will |
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05月29日
15:45:411685342741158621 |
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NekoInDaBox |
aight man take care time to do something productive, need to take care of my car |
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05月29日
15:57:491685343469487991 |
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Azure |
ight gl |
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05月29日
18:30:341685352634434894 |
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Joseph Song |
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05月29日
21:55:021685364902192011 |
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NekoInDaBox |
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05月29日
23:44:291685371469342975 |
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wetcube |
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