But anyways, my word of advice for this stinky day is to free yourself of the guilt of "not knowing" there's no rules or defined paths for living life, allow yourself to explore and fail. its difficult but doable, reach out to folks you can trust, let yourself be amor.

btw scarle instant mashed potato is often more expensive than real potatoes here but recently found a cheap source lol right now I'm snacking on instant potato flavored with butter, cheese and soup mix. I sent 1 last week but f it just 2 remind u, cheers 2 u non bday